I went to the bethel meeting a DC once. I had a similar experience was feeking all fired up about how great bethel was. I thought I could be an artist for them. It was mothers dream to see my art in a publication.(pathetic place to see your art)
Anyway, they told me were not accepting applications from women. They were looking for brothers and married couples only. They told me to re-apply after I was married. I was totally crushed.
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